Life On Standby

Life on stand by...

How many times do I find myself lost in thoughts?

Wandering the endless sea on my mind, questioning everithing and everione.

And when I can't find myself I'm probably drifting away,

Sinking deeper and deeper into this gooey gray matter,

That looks like it was overcooked.

Everything seems so meaningless with low prospectives.

I know I'm working and I'm saving money but it feels so empty.

Startinga new life from scratch is exhausting.

Missing everione and everything I left behind is exhausting.

And I thing that my exhaust is also exhausted, because i feel my life running by so fast,

As if it's getting drained and I just stand by watching and taking notes.

It feels like a parallel universe where getting lost is so easy

And finding my way back nearly impossible.

CM